Zen Resale

https://www.youtube.com/user/stevierayshayes
This is 2010, and somebody elses project, not mine.  It worked out well for 2010, but it's sort of dated, in some ways, to most people.  It hit back then, and I wouldn't take it that seriously, in my opinion, if you have been, or are. 
I view it as like, well it is what it is.  Whatever man.  It's 2010.  Things change.  As long as you are nice, and realize that it's just a piece of art work, I'll let you do whatever you want with it, basically, but me?  I no longer care about it, and have not, for years.  Me, I stopped caring about it, maybe in 2014, lastly, so anyone that loves it, it's going to be hard for me, to relate to you, understand and realize that.  I just hope that you're open-minded enough, to skip over it, if you despise it.   



https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCS5w4mXmZ8_dD9oRKm5w5Qw

I was talking to some bridge recently, on my ebay, and you know how the world is, it's hard to get a bridge to actually link you to your kind of people, utlimately, and sometimes their responses are not to my liking either.  This bridge responded to some of my emails, with responses extremely characteristic of many other peoples in the Chicago-land area, so I got a bit pissy, for one split second there, hearing the same shit over and over again, on repeat.  That caused me to say this, to them, nextly.  "I don't believe in this entire area, for the most part.  Chicago-land. So, at this point, I doubt i'll find my soul-mates, around these parts. This is like the Blues Brothers movie, on repeat around here, in a lot of ways, and I don't support that, or dig that.  Basically, this is a leftover industrial area, and those are shit, were shit, and are still shit, for the types of people that I've evolved into, and have become.

While it's a long story, I've been in therapy for years, due to it now,
literally getting abused, for most of my entire life, in many different ways, by my relatives, and others close by.
You can see how that would be one long story, after the next.  I wrote this initially to the guy.  So then I came to my website here, and decided to tell the much longer story here.  These initial conversations triggered me, to come here next.  

- alot of problems, are coming from around here also, from certain entitties that have been spying on my family since 1990, at least, maybe since the late 70's.

- it's next door neighbors, whom are all shit, also, and way more.  There is a monolithic conspiracy around here, where 20 years ago, neighbors moved in, in teirs, to engage in a witchcraft plot, that is now culimating, ahead of their scheduled target date of 2024.  They were way ahead of their target date.  These neighbors that moved in, are absolute water, total trash, total garbage, and they've attracted lots of problems around here, because they are total fucking water to the neighborhood.  One neighbor moved in, back in 1999, that seems the root, of this plot, as he decided to jump on the band wagon, and has been going along with it, since he got re-married, and I forgot when, but it seems like it was after 2008.  Their plot, came staggered in layers, but it's been there, since about 2009 or so.  This is an exact repeat of the early 70's.  I saw it in the Carol Burnett show, in fact.  What the fuck kinds of people are these?  Total fucking water to me.  Total fucking garbage, total fucking trash, retards, idiots.  Like Richard "The Iceman" Kluklinksi said in 1986, you people are watching too many movies.  They've began living their lives based off movies, long ago.  These people are so dead, they cannot live their own natural, fortuitous lives, they have to latch onto, and construct, things that are in tv shows, Hollywood movies, and then live their lives, in that fashion.  What a bunch of dead-beat, losers.  Losers.
I'm looking to construct my own small community, that I build, from the ground up, that consists of people that share my agenda, 100%, and only listen to me.  I'm the man.  I want people that want to be there, because they personally know me, are with me, and are my kind of people.  Reasonable, gifted, open-minded, common sense, types of people, that fit in with me.  My soul brothers, soul sisters, soul mates.  I don't want infiltrators, that move in later, for other deceptive agendas.  They don't really know me, nor do they really care.  The neighborhood has other ammenities, people care about, like good schools, and a few other perks, but not many at all when you really think about it, as the rent is too damn high, and all for virtually nothing.  We're not building nothing in the USA, and around the world either, we're building nothing that works, in reality, all that we've actually created is more land-fills, nuclear holocausts, toxic waste dumps, scrap yards, junk yards, graveyards, concrete jungles, Supersize Me, American Psycho films, etc.  I'm only looking to build my own community, of people that personally know me very well first, because they're actually in my life, for real, first. 
Not just some more loser outsiders, that have heard some rumors, gossip, lies, labels, some more trash, from the natives, jews, and dirty dead mixtures around.  You can't escape the scum.  Labellers.  If you're not in my life for real, then it's not likely, that I want you around, close by me.  You can't fake it until you make it.  Not here.  Not with me. 
I'm looking for some real people, down to earth, also, and that aren't just motivated in life by fakery combined with convienience.  You'll notice that most people in this life, meet up, just out of convienience, and I learned 20 years ago, that this is the wrong way to do things, overall.  So often, more times, than not, what is simply convienient isn't always your soul brothers, soul sisters, right for you.  Often times convienience equals water, people that are not truly right for you, and ultimately when push comes to shove, what we keep seeing in this world more and more, backed up against a wall, wars, insurrections, 2008's, 2008 stock market crashes, and in my case much more, these people, ultimately are not going to be there for you, and will run away.  I saw this back in 2008, and the world keeps on fucking up, over and over again, since then, also.  Inserrections to more war, to violatile politics.  They have songs and musicians out there, that know about this concept, they have things like, "Give me convienience, or give me death!"

- If I don't personally know you, I don't owe you.  That's the issue with the public.  I've been gang-stalked by the public, in parking lots for years, now, due to Benjamin Wesley Meyers JUDEN!, in dirty ghetto kids, back in 2006-2007, playing theatre in parking lots, behind gas stations, etc.  We clearly see that the gang-stalking public, thinks I owe them.  I don't know these random strangers.  They're not in my life.  I don't owe them nothing.  They keep on gang-stalking me, anyway.  What are they seeking?  They keep on giving me looks in parking lots, play acting things, etc.  This is the problem with the public.  They are vile & disgusting.  I can see this concept has been erased from their genetics, literally.  They just don't have what it takes, genetically.  If you're not personally in my life, I don't owe you.   

- it's alot of bad people also.

- when doing underground music, it's such a tough road, you run into a couple of problematic people that way, also, and the problem is, is they learn much more about you, as they've already secretly knew about you for years previous, anyway, due to things like a Nickle, People magazine, Uk Royals, myspace.com, and Paint Booths down in Texas back in the 60's.

- but nothing compares to the problematic spies, that the government itself has, whom still have not been exe-cuted yet.


Around here, they blame alot of things. It's hard to know exactly who is causing all of it.

1. natives & Jews & the dead
2. potus
3. secret service, 2 natives in there, in a conspiracy under 43, who caused it to begin with
4. a horse. rothschild
5. government
6. billionaires
7. 1 journalist and hezbollah
8. 1 journalist and mexican gang members
9. france, and french witchcraft
10. italians
12. white ( a group)
13. yales - skull and bones
14. midnight blue & natives
15. americanization
16. black mobus. black females, black plastic dish.
17.  The dead typically seem mixed with French, Asian, Japanese, Italian, Irish, Jewish, Native, or 100% that, don't they? 
18.  The Dirty Dead & The Glash Dishes
19.  Jews
20.  Brown (a group)
21.  UK Royals & Freemasons
22.  The public (in my book, the public has been a massive problem, gargantuan, I think they're about the biggest problem, I've ever encountered yet.)
23.  Ski slopes, the vampires in white, in a plot, put out front by a lodge, then by a canning factory, black. 
24.  Some blame black, as they've caused me a massive problem, through a rich family that infiltrated me by 2001, and knew of me since the 1990's, the Vampires in White.  Count Dracula infiltrated me, back then, and they personally caused me, massive problems, also.  This is what can happen to you in college dorms.  Welcome to the USA.
Someone in black is capable of integrity also, as they may have saved a day, once.  Black has the ability to go back and forth, it would appear, but what they did to me, with this white ski slope thing, is unprecedented.  People are born with vocal chords, and things like this simply could be taught in a classroom, or face to face, it didn't have to be done in this way, letting it linger for years, apathetically, as I got destroyed and burned, for years, unbenounced to me, the whole time, until after 2017, firstly.  This is a long story.  Well, now you're going to pay for it, because I'll teach anyone that wants to listen and learn from me, about whom to burn, & to stay away from, and boycott, and overthrow, and ursurp, from now until forever.  You'll get burned, for a long time, now, that I know your secrets, and are super fixated on whom the problem is coming from.  I'll simply train others, to do you in, from now, until forever.  "As long as I'm alive!"  I'll be coming for you now!  Guess who won't be working for you, supporting you, etc.  Taco Bell is black.  Little Ceasers Pizza is black, and everything black, is the root of this conspiracy.  Pizza Hut, may be black.  I'd never work for any of those places, as long as we're alive!  Boycott them until they are bankrupt, and long gone!  Canning Factories in Cordova, Alaska, next to a lodge, put the ski slope out front!  Boycott from now until forever!  Garlic White Dressing, is like the ski slope!  The white has garlic in it!  Ski Slopes on the mountain are Garlic, and Vampires!
You fucked with the wrong guy!   

something in there, combos of, and or more too



Let's talk about it. 
Ask me for more details,
this website could get you started. 



The only reason I've done these websites since 2002, until now in 2022, for 20 years straight, is to attract what wants me, and then we get in touch, and then I find out that I want them too.  
I only want to join you, if you want to join me, first, and vice versa.  These websites will help you find out about me, to see if you like me, firstly.  Then we have to get to know each other first.  




When I build a website, I like to fortuitously goof around, basically, until something hits, until something works well, and or even goes viral.  Going viral is the way to spread my message further, at the very least, if even nothing else happens.  Websites are set up to come in layers, to hit in layers.  I'm looking for my ultimate with this, and have been for 20 years now, but if all I accomplish is going viral a few times, and further spreading my messages, then that's the game, as far as I can see.  It's all part of this method, or this game.  I guess the way it turns out is, is I'll take anything I can get, basically more or less.  We all hope for more, in life.  We all want to thrive, not just survive, we all want it our way, 100% of the time, we all want to live our life, 100% our way, 100% of the time, always, but ultimately when it all comes down to it, or boils down to it, I'll take anything I can get, in life.  I just hope that when my site goes viral, I just hope it's lining up in such a way, that serves to greatly benefit me, during that time frame.  Sometimes in the past, I went viral, and in this gambling casino, roll the dice, and take your chances, in the stars, fortuitous, goofing around method, I've been using, since forever, that's my personality, and my way, so often, sometimes in the past, that mission failed.  The website didn't even line up, with the messages, I wanted to go viral, during those time frames, let alone even get to the ultimate point of recruiting somebody or many people, in which I wanted to recruit so badly, so desperately.  This is how it is, this is how it was, for me at least, I guess.  In life, you've got to flow in and out, ebb with the tides, you've got to roll with some punches out there, I have! 
Mood:  Clownin Around!   


Text me & Call me at (708) 794-8593 & leave a message, for SRHH, Call me here, text me here, say hi, and tell me something, you've seen on my website, strike up a convo with me, send me a funny picture, please do,
and If you want some merch, from the past Guys Gone Wild Tour 2006, 6-6-06.  I still have some merch.  I manufactured some merch, after-wards also, some cassette tape box sets, from 2008 forward.

We in da Twilight Zone!?!@


4-29-2022:
Well, I can tell you this. 
Bigfoot has left the building, and is out of sight.  He's been harder to find than ever!  He ain't coming back for a long time! 
So, now we can find something else to do.  Let's learn how to adapt.  Let's become more adaptable. 
Times change, and things change!  That's how life is.  That's how the world is. 
This is how the country behaves. 
 
This was a nice experiment.  I'm trying to attract my kind of people into this, but it has not neccessarily attracted the right people.  It attracts mostly the wrong people, my enemies, or not my kinds of people.  I'm a rare guy.  This is a work in progress.  I've always been trying to attract the young people, the youth.  My kind of people in the youth.  I know you're out there. 
This website, this concept, this mission, it needs something else.
I feel like I need something else here. 
I need a team of my people. 
I need a new name. 
I need a retooling effort.
I'm not all about money here.  Money is not the only living thing on earth.  I agree with that. 
I always have.
Most people these days have turned into the bottom line only, more and more. 
Me, I've never been like that. 
You are not neccessarily my type of person at all, if all you care about in life, is the bottom line. 
There may be some ultra rare exception there, that I could get along with 1, or more, people whom are like this type of person, but it's going to be ultra rare, for that to be the case, for that to actually be so, 
as that's not my kind, not my kind of people there. 
Some, from my area, have said, "We support the underdog, or root for the underdog," something like this, but that's the general public, that would say that, and I wasn't quite like that either, I'd argue.  
I was certainly never brought up into that, raised up into that slogan, or anything like that.  I barely heard it, my entire life.  
But, that slogan may resonate with you, let me know if that slogan means anything to you, and if you resonate with that concept.  Question?  
That could be something to get us talking, initially, perhaps, lets see about that.  
I still need to try different things.
Many things are susceptable to change, take music for one example.  If you look into music history, music seems to change a little bit, about every 20 years or so?  I started this 20 years ago.  I think I may need to change alot, or a little bit, morph into something else, in a way. 
If anyone is interested in this, in any way, shape, and or form, please let me know. 
This could be a nice thing, this could bring in a new era. 
We could team up, change some things, and usher in a new era. 
Who knows what could happen, especially, if I or we, could find a way to get many people on our side, on our team, doing things our way, my way.  I'm the type of guy that likes to have hope and enthusiasm for the future, and we need to bring that message to others whom want to join me, or us.  I'd like to inspire others, and offer them hope and enthusiasm for the future, regardless of what my name ends up becoming in the future. 
Names are susceptable to change. 
A name is a name.  It's just part of it. 
Concepts, Hope, Desire, Enthusiasm, Love, Beliefs, Missions, some things never change. 
A great mission in life, never changes.   
This is the only way to live. 
More pain & misery is not an option.  


Is there any white teen out there, that plays video games,
is on a smart phone, laptop, tablets, some type of device, looking at my wesite here, that wants to become employed by me?
You would like to become friends, and possible business partners, also?
We can form a small team?  
I have a deal, for you.
I have a deal we can work out that will help to carry us more into the future, so we can keep on keeping on, so we can press on. 
Contact me for details.  It's pretty nice and it's pretty fun deal we can work out.
We both will both benefit. 
You can see generally what I am all about here, but I am susceptable to changes. 
I like to change. 
To an extent, I am the type of guy that does not mind it, all that much, as I am different than most, in that way. 
I am adaptable, somewhat. 
Learn some of what I am about, and get in touch with me, if you want to find out much more about me, also, to see, if you like me, and generally believe in most of the same things, I believe in also. 
Not everything is shown on this website. 
Not even close.
I am well rounded, and I was taught to gravitate towards that at some point.  I forget the origins of that concept, but I drifted towards that, pretty early on.
I was taught back in middle school, to care about my future, and to worry about my future. 
I was told to begin to prepare for my future, and always have that concept in mind also. 
These days, where I am from, I see lots of people that give me the impression of people that do not give a damn about their future, and never did, in fact. 
These people appear like they were taught differently than me.
I can't understand wtf is wrong with these people man, and or how in the fvck these people are even still here, and or even still alive, man!?
Please get in touch with me,
please, and thank you.     



I've got a great joke for some people, in the world. 
Anything could change! 
Sometimes, people change!
Sometimes things change!
Most things never change!
"Water never changes!"


     
                                








        


I agree with, "Pleasure Forever."  At the end of it all, I got some heavily mis-guided love here?  I must have something they wanted?  Not sure.  Pleasure forever, I agree with that line.  I seek a life, like this, always.  I try to live my life like this, often.  At the end of it, all, when the smoke clears, I look at this attention, paid to me, as a positive thing, overall, despite how mis-guided these ones are.  I feel like I did ok, overall, thus far, in this cruel world.  I got a small chance, to showcase my true self, and my true colors, in very mis-guided and round-a-bout ways.  If you add the entire thing up, thus far, you may actually stand a chance, at getting to know me, and when the smoke clears, I'm happy about that.  I stood a chance?  I stand a chance?  Most people do not?



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